I have really struggled with this blog post. If you don't already know, I
don't update my blog very often. When I first started a blog it was to
keep people in the loop of what was going on in regards to the adoption
journey. We have now been home for 1.5 years. There isn't much to
update. While we are in the middle of the teenage years as well as the
teenager in training ;) years, those days seem to be about the same day
after day. While with the season of toddler hood things seem to change
daily. I titled my blog entry "joy" b/c that is the best word to
describe life with Kobe. He brings so much joy into our lives. There is
never a dull moment in our house. I think it is safe to say that all of
us are completely fascinated with Kobe. He always amazes us with how
smart he is. It is fun to listen to him say new things or to do new
dance moves. It is also fun to watch him play. The things he comes up
with is unbelievable. I sort of feel a bit removed from friends of ours
b/c we now have a little one at home again. Our lives truly do revolve
around Kobe. The little things really are cherished so much. I don't
know if that is b/c the girls have proven to us how fast they grow up. I
don't know if it is b/c of all we went through to get him. I don't know
if it is b/c we missed out on 7 months of his life. I honestly don't
know what it is. Everyone loves their kids. Everyone is proud of their
kids. Everyone wants to tell stories about their kids. This is different
though. I just can't put it into words. There are times where I feel as
if I tell too many Kobe stories or share too many pictures. I just
can't help it. There are so many miracles in regards to Kobe and him
being placed in our family. Maybe that is why things seem to be a bit
different than "normal" with him. Our love for Kobe seems to grow more
and more each day. How is that possible when we love him so much
already? I truly thought the newness would wear off especially with the
girls. That is so not the case. It is obvious by watching the
interaction b/t the kids that the girls love Kobe to pieces. They are
sad if too many hours go by without seeing him. It is awesome to see. Of
course Kobe feels the same way. He can't go too long in the house
without wanting to be with his big sisters. JOY! Pure joy is brought to
our house by this little boy. To God be the glory for all He has done to
bring this sweet little boy into our lives. It is an honor that God
chose us to be Kobe's parents. Words cannot describe the joy he brings
to our lives. He truly is a blessing to all of us.
